We (don't) need marry someone with different faith

Why does it take me so long for a simple yes or no question?

It’s not because I think that you are not qualified enough to be my partner in life.

God knows how tempting you are to me. 

It’s me. I am a very weak and selfish person.

I am incapable of loving anyone, even you, forever and ever till death do us apart. My love will definitely fade away some day.

That’s why we need a speel "T" in our "cinta". it refers to Tuhan. 

God s the only one who could strengthen me to stand by him through his weaknesses, entertain me through my incidental boredom of relationship, and comfort me not to take broke as an option no matter how hard it gets.

And I don’t believe your love, or any love will last.

I need a man who loves God more than he loves me. 

Otherwise, he will just leave this stupid weak girl eventually.

And so do we.

Ok. I know you love God too, just in a different way. You think it is ridiculous that we cannot be together. But you happen to love singing in the church, and the idea of a God that is more like a father, and you need a partner who see Him as a father too.

The different lifestyle makes me uncomfortable. I need a guy who I can pray with every early morning. 

I need a guy who refers to the “same book” for our problems. Because no matter how hard I try to tell myself that we are the same, we are not.

Despite of no, I do believe that God creates us differently for a beautiful reason, not to make myself feel better than others. 

And I am very grateful that God let me get to know you. 

If you can see through my eyes, you will see how blessed I feel just to spend an afternoon of absolutely nothing with you.

Thank you. I love you. I always will.

Someone Like You

Adele got her heart broken, made an album, got herself fame fortune and grammies, leave lady gaga and katy perry with empty handed.

us? we got our heart broken, made no album, won no grammies, and left empty handed listening to katy perry.

in another life, i will be your girl. but not in this lifetime.

so in the meantime waiting for that next lifetime, should we sit around and weep?

we are so much better than this. we are born and raised in a generation value glory more than love.

do i love my work more than my muse?

I want to love with no fear attached.

I am not looking for someone like you and not wish nothing but the best for you. No more pop singers will tell me what to do.

and no more revolution from my bed.

i will stand on my feet, listen to the breeze, follow my path, and keep you always in my heart.

if you mind, too bad. I love you* that way.

See you in the fields of gold.



*tanpa syarat dan ketentuan berlaku

Too

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Too much book.

Too much movie.

Too much religion.

Too much voice.

Too much song.

Too much people telling me how I feel, somehow it is hard to know what I really feel. Even harder to explain it in words.

I need the silence where I can hear your voice. The voice that never tells me what to do.

The voice that never tells me how to love how to act and how to be anything.

The voice that brings a smile to my face and brighten the skin without mercury.

The voice that makes every pain in heart worth having.

So what do you have to tell me today other than I love you?

And you keep silent cause there is no words needed.

Just feel the rain on your skin.